Sketching you in my heart

I want to memorize you.
Your smile behind a pillow.
Your eyes locked in mine.
I want to memorize this moment
because it cannot last forever.

I've never cared for anything, now I do.
I care for your smile, your hug, your kiss.

I feel the ground shaking,
but it;s only in my veins.
I see how my vision twists,
but it's only in my head.
Can you hear my heart?
It's beating it's way out of my chest.

Everything is spinning, but I'm fine.
I have you by my side.

I want to memorize you
and carry this moment in my mind forever.
I want to memorize this moment,
for our dream won't last forever.



M.E.

I love what I'm afraid of:
the cold comfort of loneliness,
the cold damp floor.
Don't pick me up.
(At least not yet), I like it.
The cold damp floor.

Lift me up, against the wind.
I want to run, until my legs give up.
I want to fight this.
No, wait.
Put me back down.
On the cold damp floor
and just wrap your arms around me.



M.E.